My love
Hello my dear Mehranpolis. you know it is 7:30 am on a holiday and I am all awake. I missed you all of the sudden. you know my life is much calmer these days. I haven't achived what I wanted yet but you know, I am not that sad and desprate that I used to be. I know I am on right track and I worked hard for what I wanted and that is so clear for me that I will get it one day. I like my new home, I love San Francisco, I love my school. I like ala hazrat hajiagha. in my new blog world is crazy. I have met many people and I got some attentions, but you know I got my good friends from you so far.... I have to confesse something I am not really that real with your brother. when I am with alahazrat hajagha I feel I ahve to be a liitle fake. that makes me feel gulity but in other hand mayne people visit me when I am there. many people from all the globe, I don't know most of them so I feel that I can't be that real. My love but when I am with you I ams surreal.
I look diffrent I had plastic surgry and my noise is diffrent now. I am totally having new friends in my life. I have a new apartment. I went to chicago this summer. my nouroz show this year was super. I did many activity for my commuinty in las past year and you won't belive this, me and some of my blogger firend that I have met throu you we held an event named "Iranians on Internet" that was awsome. a day that I won't forget. yes my baby boy life got so better since last feb that I left. you know my love, I miss my mom despratly. I am happy but I haven't touch it yet. touch what? touch the happiness.
dear! your birthday is comming up. you r going t be 3 years old. you are geeting older and wiser my dear. do you want me to color you in green like old days? or maybe white? or stay blu like ocean. love you my dear.


